haunted ;
i realli realli tried to be happy today =( right from the start of this morning. hai. still din manage to turn out well. n sometimes i feel tt theres still this gap btwn me n my classmates =( i just dun seem to click well wif them la. itz my own fault i guess. im always isolating myself. even sometimes when im wif them, i myself noe tt im damn distracted la. but i just cant help it. so for this coming week.. im gonna try to change tt. damn. my heart should just stop searching for his presence.
we all got scolded durin gp today o.O but ok la. i dunno y but she keeps sayin tt those paper 2 questions r damn easy.. realli leh she say until like itz nothing at all.. when i dun even seem to understand any of them. hai.
hkm is funny haha. finally i was kinda listenin during econs tut today. but im still super dead for econs test on tues. ahhh.
pc seemed scary at first. wah the teacher like super strict la sian. but she turned out to be nice la yupp.
went for love fiesta rehearsal. uh ok la nothing much. was doin mass dance wif zhiming in the lt. haha my dance partner for cluster camp! hes still as cool. like WOH. he's v good at leading. he'll just PULL me around hahaha. esp she bangs wah super lots of turning.. yeah he pull until i was quite giddy. but ya it was fun so yay!
for like a few days ive been tryin to get ppl to go town wif me.. cos i realli realli feel like goin. today i was desperately callin dunno how many ppl i noe la haha. but all cldnt go. rarr. but at least the dinner at crystal jade jp wif cheryl puiyeng n loycus made up for tt. feelin super full now haha. yay it was nice. n i still wanna go town.
hmm wm n me r takin a break frm each other for a week. yeah lots of probs la. mayb cos we've been together too often..? itz onli the first day of our break n ive been missing him a lot alr. tts y im feelin lonely now haha. but i guess im feelin slightly better too.. a bit more relieved la. like i noe tt i can dun care abt him. heh oops. but ya hes still worrying. tts y i was quite pissed this morning.
n i dun wanna continue this entry anymore.
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